Hello Family!

Hey mom, I thought that it might be a good idea to answer your questions first this week! I got a letter from Beth last week. It is so nice to hear from her. She seems to be doing really well. I can't believe she is coming home next month! I wish I could see her homecoming.. but,  we will just have to wait for mine instead:) I am really glad that you are planning to go and see her. It means a lot to me, and I am sure it will mean a lot to her. But please be safe! That is a super rough drive during the Winter! I did order the flowers, but maybe you could call and make sure they remember. The florists name is Rebecca's in Burley ID. Just look it up online :) Oh and I thought of something that I would really love for Christmas . An Electric Razor like dads would be awesome! You don't really need to worry about the pants as much yet.. Its up to you!

Okay, so I have been pretty excited about my email this week because this week has been a much better week. I started out struggling a little bit at the beginning of the week. I was tired of not being able to teach the people. I came here to bring souls unto Christ, and because of the language barrier I felt like haven't been able to do that. I began to daydream of serving in a place where I could actually teach people. Where I knew what was going on in the lessons. Where I could feel needed and helpful. I began to feel weighed down and discouraged. But we decided to have a language day on Friday. We went the whole day speaking nothing but Pohnpeian, even to each other. I was actually surprised at how much I knew! That made me feel quite a bit better about the language.

The biggest turning point for me this week however, was being able to watch conference. Conference was Amazing! I absolutely loved it. I have always enjoyed conference to a point, but it has never spoken to my heart the way it did this time. I can honestly say that It completely changed my life. It changed the way I have been looking towards my mission. I felt like several of the talks were speaking right to me. The first talk that really touched me was President Uctdorfs talk. I will never forget what he said, "Don't wait until the end of your life to live." It really made me think about my life. I am always anxious to get to the nest step in life. I always rush through the good times in my life, and I don't realize how great they are until they are past. It made me realize that I have even been rushing through phases in my mission, always excited for the nest step. I realized that I need to stop and enjoy the moment I am living in. I need to live NOW. Another talk that I really loved was Elder Holland's talk. This was the one that really touched my heart. If you haven't watched it yet, then stop reading this letter and watch it! It will change your life! Elder Holland talked about The conversation Christ had with Peter after his resurrection. Christ asked Peter three times. "Peter, do you love me?" This question sunk deep into my heart. I felt like the question was being asked to me. I pondered on this question for quite a while. I know that I love the Savior, but how have I showed it? I decided that it was time to change my focus. It is time to forget myself and go to work. God has sent me where I am for a reason. He has sent me to this mission, this Island, and this area because this is where he NEEDS me! I want you to know what my answer is to that question. YES Lord, I love thee. I love him enough to let go of myself. I love him enough to leave behind my family that I love more than anything, for two short years. I love him enough to learn this language. Most importantly, I love him enough to forget myself and my selfish desires, and to serve him with all my might. I love him enough to give him all that I have for the rest of my life. This talk was exactly what I needed to hear. And seriously, if you already watched it, watch it again. If you haven't watched yet, watch it right now! It will change your life.

I have to go now. But I love you all so much! Thank you for keeping me updated. I love hearing form you! Happy Birthday Jay Bug!

Love your Son, Brother, and Friend.
Elder Dallin A Lyman